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Scoleciphobia.

The fear of WORMS.

Thats what i have.

WAILLLLL!!!!!

i tingle just at the THOUGHT of seeing that blasted worm worming its way on the wet concrete floor. YUCKUS! i am thoroughly disturbed!!!!

yuck yuck yuck yuck. sooooooo disgustingggg.

wanna puke from its PINK, THIN, LONG-ness...its super yucky movements. so squirmy and sick. BLEH. *shivers*

horrible longitudinal and circular muscles contracting and relaxing, contracting, relaxing. ewwwwwwwwww. man, why can't they have NORMAL muscles?!

this brings me back to the time i found two worms, TWO!!! in my TOILET BOWL.

imagine my shock and horror. almost fainted, seriously! blood literally rushed to my head. ugh. sick sick sick. n i could see clearly their little HORNS (omg! they have HORNS!!!) on their BLACK UGLY BODIES. yuckewwsickbleh (ultimate expression for yuckiness). oh and that's not the worst part -_-" in the toilet bowl was SOMEBODY'S leftover PEE because he did not flush the toilet!! (which i think was the reason why those stupid worms ended up there anyways. SO NASTY! yucky smelly worms only want to sit in/relax in/breathe in/absorb-using-their-atrociously-long-and-therefore-uber-absorbant-bodies equally revolting liquid substances. NO WONDER LAHHHH! at this point i was equally or even more repulsed by the pee. ok no, so not.

oh yeah. so i ran out of the toilet like i was fleeing from the devil.

and could not bring myself to STEP into the toilet. o.O my phobia was, at that point, full-blown and totally way irrational. eeeeeaaaakkkk!!! everytime i moved i could imagine/imaginarily feel their repulsive worm-legs OR LACK THEREOF coming in contact with my leg!!!! UGH. NASTY!

yeah, so FINALLY (30 minutes later...) i worked up the courage to flush the toilet!!! (AND GONE WERE THE TOILET BOWL-DOMINATING WORMS)...

which led to another problem: trusting the toilet bowl to be totally worm-free enough to sit on it -__-"

that took 2 days. LOL!

the whole time i sat on the toilet bowl, i shivered uncontrollably. and imagined the worms. :S

so i revisited my past. i went potty training. haha! technically not lah. i'd just sit there with my pants on so i could get used to my toilet again (: I LOVE MY TOILET! (we bond a lot) spend most of my mornings in there anyways. lollers.

yeahp. this is my therapy session.

REEEEEAAAALLLLY want to get over this.

but it's haunting me. stupid worm. eeeeeeeack. whyyyy did i have to see it?!?!?!?! ugh.

got to GOT TO not be afraid of them anymore...stewwpid irrational fear -_-"