Past, Present, Future

How in the world did i become so depressing?

The Tourist

Was disappointing to say the least :(

Maybe high hopes and expectations just leave you deflated. As per usual.

Lousy dialogue and crappy, wasteofspaceandtime love scenes left a very frustrated (and potentially annoying, sorry amanda!) movie-goer fooled by the bullets and the knives and the chase scenes in the trailer.

Otherwise, everything was pretty okay. Haha.

It really isn't too bad...once you take away the lousy dialogue and crappy love scenes!

Don't get me started on the soundtrack. Takes cheesy to a whole new level.

Truth.


Jolie is looking old and gaunt. Too skinny for her own good!
Depp, on the other hand, looks like he's living it up. The chubby cheeks says it all.

Birth of a Cynic

It seems patience no longer resides in my heart.

I say what i want and i say what i will.

I will shout at you across the table if i may.

And i'm sorry if that doesn't bode well with you.




Daily does of cliche: Familiarity breeds contempt.

And i'm still waiting...

Every Day is a Test of Patience

The day mum stops nagging and going ballistic about everything...

Is the day the earth stood still.

sighs

It Knows No End

My loyalty only extends thus far.

Can't you see?

Scars

you.

made me cry.

angry, angry tears.

Walking on Eggshells

Don't know a good thing

till it's gone.

By All Means

self-deceit.
it's the way I function.
it's the way I tell myself not to care;
to ignore;
to avoid;
to erase.

it helps...
for the time being.

then whatever it was I was trying so hard to ignore,avoid and forget
comes rapping on my door relentlessly.

and I know, eventually, I'm gonna have to face it.







Daily dose of cliche: Ignorance is bliss.

Stop It.

Life goes on.

So suck it up.

Ramblings

Enough of them one-liners, don't you think?

The rabbit is creating annoying rattling noises in his cage it's driving me insane.

Sometimes i just want to kill him.

Annoyance aside...

I'd just seen a photograph someone took...in the typical wanna-be artsy fartsy fashion that people are so inclined to take these days. A leaf, a plant, a flower, a lilypad...photographed at an angle with various focal length settings and shutter speeds...in a pond, a lake (any reflective surface for that matter) reflecting the sunset, sunrise etc. you get my drift. 

It just seems so pretentious.

And now that the blasted DLSR has become affordable and a household name, i just can't see photography as a profession anymore.

It's become just. another. hobby.

Cause everyone everywhere will have some photo or another of said fashion and everyone everywhere can just claim to be "photographers". 

Well, those who can take decent photos, of course. 

Isn't that quite sad, then? that the jobs of these people are taken away by hobbyists doing it as a side project?

It's not like i'm affected. i can't even begin to understand the physics of picture-taking. can't even be bothered lugging a point-and-shoot around, let alone that giant of a camera. 

But it's just slightly irritating that by just owning a fancy pants camera everyone is made photographer.

Why do i sound so bitter -__-"
Nothing against having a hobby.
Just...leave the artsy fartsy stuff to the pros, thank you very much. 

Side note: whyyyy does shipping take so long? ugh. had the perfect xmas gift for dad all planned out...but it can't get here in time for me to bring it back. sighz. such is the unfairness of life. sometimes. 

Of all the people in the world

I thought you'd know better.

But, alas, I woke up disappointed.

It goes on and on and on

ate my heart

and hope to die.

worry wart alert.

Silence

...because everybody needs a break someday.

One Word:

Agony.

Want you to make me feel

Like I'm the only girl in the world

Like I'm the only one that you'd ever love

Like I'm the only one who knows your heart

Only girl in the world

Click send.

Just a moment of weakness...

And then

there was no turning back.

Daily dose of cliche: Resistance is futile.