mental trauma

OH. MY. GOOOODNESSSS.

what does 'The Last King of Scotland' sound like????

a fantasy movie, right??

hell no!!


-__-"

i am traumatized for life.

and incensed all over again over this genocide crap.

what the efffffff do people wanna commit mass killings anyways?

blaaardy.

he is my 'he-who-shall-not-be-named-and-who-is-not-mr-voldermort-in-mr-harry-pothead'.

AND WHAT HAPPENED TO MCAVOYYYYY!!!!!!! (i wanted to die). spoiler alert, for those who haven't seen it.

THEY PIERCED HIS NIPS AND HUNG HIMMMM wthhh.

thank god that never really happened in real life. as in to the person his character was based upon.


whew.

but he DID mutilate his dead wife. eesh!! sickass. lousy. egoist.

having said that,

it's a reaaalllyyyy good movie and everyone should go watch :)

it was out 2006, apparently. haha. outdated person that i am.

super kian cheong ahhhhh!! aiseh man. in the plight of mr. mcavoy. hahaha. scared he die mah. OR GET HUNG BY HOOKS AGAIN grrr.

at least 'he-who-shall-not-be-named' is dead so i guess it's okay.

BUT STILL.

bloody genocide.

never ending.

wtf.

It's always nice to have someone there to go through it all.

Thanks, my someone. And, of course, my other one.

:)

If only, if only, if only...

The world could be filled with someones. For everyone.

It's not that difficult, really.

WHOA!!!

there's nothing like getting my dear old bowels moving first thing in the morning.

6.30 a.m., on the treadmill, to be exact.

i KNOW!!! scary innit?!

so yeah, 45 minutes and loads of miles later...



again, scary. and i know. a 3-yr-old can draw better than me. sorry lah!!! at least i admit i have lousy drawing skills.


but




WHAT A KICKKK!!!!!!!

it feels GRRRREAT to be BREAKING A SWWWWEAT!!!!!!

awesome possums

:)

now, time for some precious granny advice for y'all...



it's hella good to move 'em bowels every once in a while.

helps with all that....'output blockage situations' :D

and such.

for shizzz???

some great granny advice, i tell yah!





p/s internet is SOOOOOOOOOOOO SIBEH SLLLOOOOOWWWWWWWWWW.

wa beh si jiu ho. ok i know my hokkien aint keng. but HEY. im workin' on my aunty slang!!

confirm. aiden, u'd LOVE it!!!

Anti-Drama

Hopeless romantic that i am....


aisehhhh. romantic sangat lah! lols. so ber-emotional. super. loved it though :) as in the movie. despite the emo-ness. funny also lah.yeah, that's what sets it apart from loads of other emo emo emo emo movies and korean drama series -_-" PLUS got hot guy. :D (indian grin)


i think that is him about to cry. lol.

but anyways, biggest question of all : WHY on earth do girls/ladies/women find themselves crazy attracted to super obnoxious and egocentric dudes? for real. but of course they have to be SOMEWHAT gentlemanly lah. and not completely egoistic and piggy...the point is, yeah. aiyah so weird lah.

BUTTTTT.....

i want a gentleman anyways :)

my gentleman :) :)

who is NOT vampirey and robinson-crusoe-ish -___-"

why aren't there good pics of gentlemen these days??

replace pic with james mcavoy (above).

perfect.

THE TAG...

JOSHY is a tagger,
and a tagger he shall be!!

altho its my first tag and im pretty flattered. HAHAHAHA. ok here goes :)

...aiyah rules first lah. -__-"

RULE: Tag victim has to come up with 8 different points about perfect lover, tag 8 other victims (WHY are we victims? cos its time-consuming issit? ok lah i agree we are victims) and leave a comment on their blog blah blah blah ok HAVE FUN!!

Gender of perfect lover: MALE

8 points:

1. he must NOT be

prettier than me/ girlier than me/ famous (yalah yalah i noe im not keng enough to get famous dude)


2. he must NOT be

mr. stinkie dinkies!! confirm must be hygienic without a SINGLE flake of dandruff. and not oily. and stuff.


yeah, he cannot be the 'something smelly'

...NO STINKY FEET EITHER!!!


3. he MUST be
yeah, i totally dig vampirey/robinson-crusoe-ish dudes. sooo HAAWWWWT.

no lah. couldn't find a good pic of a GENTLEMAN :) mr. gentleman :)


4. he canNOT make me feel like this:

yeah, he must entertain me ALWAYS. and crack me up and make me laugh till i wanna burst... foreverandeverandeverandeverandever (sorry too much pressure want to die) but too bad. he's perfect he wouldn't complain.


5. he should be totally sensitive/ loving/ compassionate/ devotes himself fully to me and ONLY me/ loyal/ constantly tells me how much he loves my not-so-beautiful-eyes-but-he'd-think-they-are-anyways-because-he-is-perfect/ cry at the sight of the rising sun (yada yada yada i'll shuddup now. sorry i'm totally les. can't help it)

no pic either too much crap.


6. he MUSTMUSTMUSTMUST love my family and friends as much as i do!!

* pics withheld to protect identity of beloveds*


7. he MUST love



THE LION KING. lols. animals lah, in general :) must be animal-lover. confirm.


8. he also MUST love

music!!! must play too (any instrument lah) must not laugh at my lack of skills, must love the bands i love, must not call my taste in music 'weird' or 'emo' or *makes face: ewww*

must know how to serenade me oso lah (romantic romantic bah)..although he is BOTH the girl AND the guy in the pic :p and i'm....listening....somewhere.

ok i will cheat...i shall put criteria nombor sembilan :D (i'm sure it relates to millions and millions of gals out there)

BIG BIG NUMBER NINNNEEEE:

HE

MUST

NOT


PLAY DOTA

NO. DOTA!! period. no such thing as, it's alright as long as he does not totally ignore me. NUH UHHHH. no no no no no. noooooo dotaaaaaaaa. (i hate dota) haha.

ok thats all :)

BIG HINT TO GUYS OUT THERE: do not play dota. chances are your gf hates it too :p

oh, i tag anyone in the world lah -_-" as long as u boh shu cho feel like doing some taggy stuff, go ahead:

BE A TAG VICTIM

this post is dedicated to the green-est, most awesomest berry in the world!!!

yes, the kiwi fruit is a berry.

why is it awesome???

nombor satu: COS IT TASTES FRIGGIN GOOD YO!

nombor dua: because,

i SWEAR,

if input = 5 (insert unit) per second,
then output = 50000000000000000000 (insert unit) per second

the VERY NEXT MORNING!

awesome can?

i am addicted.

UNI

it absolutely sux when you have a goal :(



means you gotta work for it.



im scared shizzzzless!!!


i miss the good old days,
when i just blunder around and (hopefully) get an A.
no pressure,
no sweat...
save for the little moments of craaaazy frustration over PHYSICS!! omg i hate physics. sorry, mr. chan.



back to topic at hand!!
im scared.
that i can't reach it :(


sigh.
if only, if only, if only....

*i was as smart as china ppl* HAHAHAHA.

WAIL!!

i
cannot
take
it
anymore!!!!!!!!!!!

UGH.
a whole week of math intensive,
one bloody night doing ONE question.
(thanks wee, pong, hyun)
2 days without tv.
and no life.

whole morning of literature.
i hate march.
i hate akaky.
:(

the remedy(ies):
- LONG long walks around the neighbourhood
- blogging
- sleeping
- eating

but the fact remains
I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!

i digress...

TODAY IS MID-AUTUMN FESTIVAL!!!
BRING OUT YOUR PARTY HATS AND LANTERNS Y'ALL
FILL UP THE NIGHT SKY
WITH COLOR!!!

dan makan banyak-banyak until stomach besar besar!!!

macam kami last night makan steamboat hingga kanasai kenyang ah!

ya, mesti mesti :)

we should totally make smiley mooncakes.

To my dear sis,

HAPPY HUMONGOUS 21st!!!!!

and for her, i offered to bake ANYYYYTHING she wished for.

it just had to be blackforest -_-"

recipe? easy to follow.

but ASSEMBLING the blaardy thing? oh. my. gawd.

took 4 hours to complete it. no kiddin'.

eyes burning, back aching, clothes, hair, face..stained with chocolate.

looks like shit lah. LITERALLY.

the cake to be served
so pathetic :(

super crumbled cake. tiny tiny tiny mini cakes.
looks like cicak sai.
:S

what it's SUPPOSED to look like.
looks like HEAVEN.
can't help but laugh.
BLAARDY.

but hey. its the HEART behind it, right?

:p

SORRY JENGERS.

but this is the best i can do.

a few more tries and i shall have it right!!

i've only baked twice in my life bah

haha.

Candid Moment

Reminiscing YET again...

but found THIS amazing shot!!


wonder who took it? lols.

TEO TEO WHERE ARE YAH?! :(

but amazing pic, right?

sigh. so candid. happy :D

SEE YOU SOON!!!

EVERLASTING LOVE

Got this off cousin Wee's blog.

Took my mind off panicky-ness for the time being.

SO SWEET HOHHHHHHHHH.

KNS

panic panic panic panic panic panic panic panic PANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANIC

yeah, as you can see, i am panicking!!!!!!!! a lot, lately.

august is so hectic. (and panicky!!) :(

oh, even panic!at the disco decides to come on the panicky month.

and...panic's b'day is coming soon!! goes without saying what month it is.

panic, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE *wink wink wink wink SPASM due to panicky muscles*

janic janic please don't panic.
i'll take you to the mechanic,
so you don't have to go to the clinic

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

--courtesy of boringass ERT class--

oh, there's a girl named Jacintha in trinity :)

Mummy's LOVE

:)

Mum just called just now.

Little formal 'how are you's...

Results and studies and all...

Home alone? :S

AND, the part i love most :) funny mumbles of 'i love you's.

haha, sorry lah. it's our 'stoic family syndrome' okay. we are not mushy-fushy lovey-dovey brady bunch type. but we still feel the love!

...HOLY COW mummy i miss you sooooo much!!!!

sighs. even shed a few pearls of tiny tears. :(

held back the tide of sobs.

then i thought of daddy, and kak and bro and sis and doggies and home.

i need some family lurrrve. :( :(