Sighs, sometimes things just do not go as planned.

:(

but, being my optimistic and EXTREMELY hopeful self (which kinda sucks sometimes cause it intensifies the disappointment and cacatness of something gone wrong)...

i will hope and hope and hope that i will end up at the same destination.

just via another, albeit lengthy and mahuan (-_-"), route.

yeah but i was just disappointed for a whole bloody day...and it made me reconsider doing it.

i have now (a few days later) decided to just GO FOR IT. but i don't know how. lol.

so, i guess, we shall wait and seeeeeee.