Clarity makes a difference for a mind that's in shambles

Whatever happened to the mythical, created-to-scare-little-kiddies being of pure evil?

Mythical.

Yet, time and time again, I see its devilish schemes working within.

A constant spiral that goes out of control unless you realize what's going on and you snap out of it. Tell it to yourself, whatever's just happened. Tell it to the one person it's truly afraid of. To stop feeling sorry for yourself, it's the most effective way of it getting to you. Stop blaming others for their mistakes; holding grudges, it's its way of making you hate. Stop, stop, stop.

Well, this mythical creature is definitely real enough to me.

And it's scary.

Cause when something you've always thought was imaginary turns out to be real, anything goes.

How i wish it could never touch me.

NOT So Over Youuuuuu

困兽之斗 by Jay Chou

Haven't heard it in years!!!
And suddenly it was played on my iPod on randommmm and now im hooked!!!

WHAT is he singing though :(
Can't understand nuts lol!
But i love love love love it!!!!!




p/s ADELAIDE totally rox my soxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
so relaxing and slowww i miss it la no kidding :(
taking the plane would be the better option hahahaha!

2 Days Ago :)

To all the babies who have pestered me to update about my lifeeeee,
I'M UPDATING!! yayyy :)

...about something that'd happened 2 days ago lol.

and that something is OBVIOUSLY (except to all u lousy friends out there...haha kidding) MY 19TH BIRTHDAY!!! :D

so, right, ms. ellyn yiin and sarah and teo teo and christabel and jocelyn and melody and charline (CHARS i so love your place totally should've invited myself to it way earlier :p) gave me and christabel a joint surprise birthday bbq thing!! so sweet right i noe. haha. welllls, as usual i have no pics LOL!!! so i shall let u in on what i got from them! :)

from ellyn and sarah :)
I WILL WEAR I PROMISE

jocelyn and melody :)

the bag containing the stationery
if you don't think its cute, THERE'S SMT SERIOUSLY WRONG WITH YOU!!!

And of course there was crazy awesome barbecue food hehe aaaaannnndddd a super duper yummy cake!! :)

FROM THE PHYSIOS
(you know who you are!!!!)

super gila humongous pencil case
in my faaaavourite color!!!!
:)
What the purple pencil case contains
DO U NOTICE A PATTERN HERE?
hahaha.
i heart stationery :)
thnx guyyyssss

doood so cute
from Jasmin
loads of chocolatey goodness!
and the cutest devil in the worldddd heh

Here concludes the physio's section :p
altho i must include Carmen who'd given me a Jodi Piccoult book.
No pic tho paiseh

thank you I Sun!
now that i know you think i'm stinky :(
i can go around bein nice-smelling forever!!!

Kat, YOU KNOW ME WELL :p

AND...I SAVED THIS FOR LAST....

HAHAHAHAHA AMY!!!!!!!!
super amusing la!!
thnx for trying to find a KEMBARA.
sorry i doubt the car would ever make it out of its case tho.
hahaha i'm not a toy person!
but it SURE makes good decoration :p

To all the people who bought the cake and came to dine with me (hahaha) and are not mentioned here, THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH TOOO!!!

Anyways...

At 12 a.m., 5th April 2009,
my sister came home with another super duper awesomely yummy birthday cake :)

with gifts to boot!!

:D
thnx nana & jennn
so beautiful right i knowww
BUT NOW I'M APPLE-IZED!!!
o.O

yes na, i will TRY to learn the gila babi difficult but extremely nice song.
after my exams.
hehehe!
thnx anywaysss

OF COURSE i wouldn't forget all you people who are not in melbourne and who wished me a happy bday and who wouldn't stop reminding me that it's MY LAST YEAR AS A TEEEEEN

and i have to especially thank my bestest bestie in the whole wide world (LOL so sehkia but so true) who is in msia :( because she made the most amazing picture thingo thingo for me!!!!! altho why so cheapo one ur blog cannot copy pics -_-" lauyaaaa. BUT THNX MONKEY DOODLES!!!!!

and to ms spinky who called ALL THE WAY FROM SINGAPORE to chat!!! dooood. thank you babeh!!!

and of course mandy from tassie and ju from perth :) :) :)

and the texts!!

(this is a lot of 'and's...)

THANK YOU ALLLLLL!!!!!

so here concludes my update :)

p/s i SO totally cannot say i've nv failed in my life anymore!!
p/p/s WAILLLL