FeStiVe MooooOOOoooD

Actual date of publish: 25th Dec


ho hum de lae yeo!!!! (in singsong voice)

we the yongs have much cause for celebration indeed!!! :)

busying...slaving...away in the kitchen making TANG YUAN from scratch yum yummm. okay so we're lagging 1 day. SO. WHAT.

but anyways. CONGRATS NANEI & JENGERS for ur long-awaited graduation!! (and nanei for the next few years of endless slavery!!! - which is a good thing :D )

and as you guys transition from the world of studying to the world of working ur butts off, i shall embark on the path of UNI. yessss u heard right. I HAVE A FUTURE!! :) :) yay me.

dang. i'm a uni student.

anyhooos. tassie road trip was...interesting. never had so much seafood in 2 consecutive days before!!! hahaha. oh, and tassie is the land of endless landscapes and scenic drives and COUNTLESS ROADKILLS. people, i have never seen so many roadkills in one trip before. it's so bad that the whole four days on the road, this is my view 70 hours out of the almost 96 hours in the car:


totally.

anyways. this post is 2 DAYS OLD!!! hahahaha. please excuse my lazy hands for refusing to finish typing this -____-". please always, do, excuse my laziness. :)

so we were making tang yuan 2 days ago LOL!

and today is xmas day!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL THE LOVELY PEOPLE THAT I KNOW :) :) and by lovely, i mean EVERYONE i know. from God, to family, to odge, to trinity, to church, to housechurch. love you all!!!

toodles.


p.s. 2 DAYS. it says on my countdown calender :D yayyy.

p.p.s. okay, so i do not have a countdown calender.

excited all the same!!

State of Paranoia

so, it's been on my mind for the past God-knows-how-many-days.

ugh.

seriously, WHAT has the world come to!!!

driven by paranoia, in this never-ending-semi-conscious-state-of-paranoia. living in paranoia -___-"

PARANOIA.

where the notion of aiding the needy, expressing basic feelings of concern and sympathy are ABUSED by SELFISH, SELF-IMPORTANT, GREEDY ASSES who think they and their problems are at the center of the earth.

now who's EVER gonna go around helping each other?

who's EVER gonna put others before themselves?

where's TRUST gonna be?

definitely not in other human beings anymore. yeah. soon everyone's gonna end up as the granny-with-her-cats.

YEEEEESH. "driven by desperation" is the pathetic attempt to redeem themselves of their lazy and deceitful ways. some sad notion of justification.

ANNOYANCE.

The Cycling Event

So, 2 days ago we went cycling.

my very first time in 10 years. TEN. YEARS.

lol.

shaky, scared, shiiiiivering, heartbeat racing, breaths rapid *refer to pic pls* hahaha. the proof: my extremely sore arms from grasping so tightly the handle bars. was raining summore lol.

whoa. some serious muscle-building there!!!

anyways, the thing is...after many many unsuccessful tries, i'd managed to (eventually) regain balance on the bike and cycle like i'd done it forever. isn't that so cool???

...that no matter how much you've changed, how many miles you've travelled, who you've become, where you've gone, how changed your beliefs are...you can always regain that same amount of confidence in the thing you've known since you were young. it's always there for you to run back to no matter what.

cool, innit?

but i DID fall once -________-"

accidentally thought i was kungfu-cycling-master. woops.

LOL.

I LOOOOOOOOOVE

THIS SONG!!!

TRAVIS Love Will Come Through


okay so the vid is a bit retarded...but OMGGGG the tune is AMAZING.


why haven't i heard this song sooner?! :(


even many many years after, i STILL love "side"!!!!! although it makes me think of aliens and gives me this very very weird feeling. hrm. does the vid have to do with aliens or smt?? crop circles??? something???? but yeah. DWNLD TRAVIS NOWWW. they are absolutely amazing :)

It Is OFFICIAL

i officially feel CRAZILY ABSOLUTELY POSITIVELY UNBELIEVABLY UNCONTROLLABLY SHUDDERINGLY (no such word lol got the red underline thing summore) CONFIRMLY (ditto) CANT-FIND-ANYMORE-SYNONYMS-FROM-MY-DEAD-BRAIN-COURTESY-OF-CHEONGING-FOR-EXAMS---

EXCITED TO GO BACK TO KUCHING AND SEE EVERY ONE OF THOSE LOVELY LOVELY FACES I MISS SO MUCH (yes i miss you all veeeeeeery crazy much) AND EAT KOLO MEE AND EAT LAKSA AND GO PEOPLE'S HOUSE AND SEE ALL THE AUNTIES AND UNCLES WHO ARE ACTUALLY PEOPLE'S PARENTS - IM STEALING YOUR PARENTS MUAHAHAHA - BECAUSE I JUST READ JANICE'S BLOG AND I WANT TO DAAAIIIII

AND WE WILL HAVE CHRIST---
oh. i'm not back for christmas!!!!!!


:( :( :(


sad.


BUT STILL EXCITED TO GO HOME!!!

Post Long Overdue

WOO HOOOOOO ITS THE END OF EXAMS!!!
I'M FREE I'M FREE I'M FREE!!

-____-" that was to be said last monday.


welllll. on wednesday we had our valedictory which is more of a farewell than graduation. SO SAD OKAY. it was then that it hit me: TRINITY IS OFFICIALLY OVERRRR. it's preeetttyyyy sad, really. bittersweet moment though, as we fret over the whoooosh of days gone by but rejoice at the thought of good times to come (esp back home)!!!!

no pics. lol forgot my cam wth loh.

anyhoooo. last night was the FIRST time i've been to a musical

THE ROCKY HORROR SHOW

theatre on Exhibition Street

he's just a sweet transvestite, a transsexual from Transylvannia

LOL. actually most of them were aliens.

the transvestite/alien/mad scientist's creation. kinda like frankenstein. but he's called rocky. lol. THE PERFECT MAN-SPECIMEN (bcos of his hugeass muscles haha)

during the course of the musical, they were in their underwear -___-"

but all in all, quite okay lah. really catchy tunes they've got there!! and super amazing lah their voices and dancing. all the guys were dancing in HEELS omg. i salute them.

well, hope we get to watch WICKED and BILLY ELLIOT :) sometime soon i hope lol.


dang. people are starting to leave melbourne alrdy. and i'm still stuck here. boo hoo.

but no matter!! MUMMY AND DADDY ARE COMING SOOOON!!!!



p/s CHRIS CHAI, imma kill youuuu. go watch COLDPLAY and ALICIA KEYS and SOMEONE ELSE BUT I FORGOT WHO BUT I'M VERY SURE I LOVE HIM/HER/THEM VERY MUCH AND I'M SO VERY JEALOUS and rub it in my face!!! :( :( :(

p/p/s dang. i wanna see kings of leon sigh.

Yikes

我的脑子要


!!!!!!!!!!!!!!爆炸了!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*edit*

**post removed due to excessive E.M.O.ness**



onto happier, yet still slightly depressing due to the issue it is concerning, things:

ONE MORE ONE MOREONEMOREONEMOREONEMOREONEMORE AND ITS ALLLLL OVERRRR!!!!!

Ugh

believe it or not...

i miss THIS:


and watching in amusement as people take pics with it.

like...WAAAHHHHH KUCHING SO FAMOUS AH?!

sorry. typical kuching lang sakai syndrome.

le sigh. so near....yet OH SO FARRRRR


please note yummiest laksa in the world is somewhere in there lol.

EUREKA!!!!!

alas, i have found the song i was SOOOOOOO crazy about as a kid!!!!!!!!

so what if i'm 10 yrs late?? hahaha.

it's non other than michael jackson's EARTH SONG!!!

thanks to last night's sleeplessness, i had managed to unearth from the depths of my dusty, DUSTY memories, the tune i had fell so deeply in love with when i was a teeny weeny kid watching michael jackson vids over and over and over again. and all i had was the memory of him standing amidst the trees with fire blazing all around him.


bzzzz bzzzzz bzzzzzt.....

today, with the power of YOUTUBE (and the internet) I HAVE FOUND IT!!!

k lah k lah im so outdated and im so lousy cos i nv knew the title of such a famous hit. lol!! excuse me for being 8! at least now i can say i know what song it was. :)

:D :D positively beaming!!!!!!


...yeah, like i really do not have exams on monday. -_____-"


ODE TO MR. MICHAEL J.!!!!

he still rox my sox!!

my smelly old sox, that is. :)


p/s okay so i am aware that eureka is the totally wrong expression, but i feeeeeel the deep sense of DISCOVERY!! hahahaha. dum di dum.

WES CARR WES CARR WES CARRRRRRRRR

i chant SOLO in the living room.

in my mind. silently. without a sound.

AND THENNNNN................................................

THE AUSTRALIAN IDOL 2009 IS...

!!!!!WES CARR!!!!!

yippey yippey doo dah!!

p/s i even voted for him lah. LOL!
p/p/s the sheep shearer not too bad lah :) no. he's seriously good.
p/p/p/s going to have a wes carr marathon during hols. since i missed tons of his performances.
p/p/p/p/s im NOT wes carr crazy. for real. :D

Switchfoot

i have come to realize that switchfoot songs are the only ones that can make me wanna cry.

lol. for real.

it just resounds so much with what i think is my soul's tiny voice.

"I am the second man now,
And you are raising the dead in me"

- Twenty-four

When everything inside of me
Looks like everything I hate
You are the hope I have for change
You are the only chance I'll take

- On Fire

I just have to hear it.

Somehow.

My Bowel-Friendly Friend

yay!!!

it is back!!!


always thought i'd be damnnnn sick of its semi-demi-tastelessness...

but lo and behold, i STILL love it!!!

manda, pei, sarah, thank you for your blessings upon my bowels.

long live weetbix!



p/s. extreeeeeeme stress. coupled with sadness. :( :(

wo tai shi wang le (dangit. wanted to use keng chinese characters -__-" owells)

but it's almost over!! kolo meeee here i come!!!

Some study break

-______-"

yeah. this is what im doing. (insert tu face)


terrorists......
have attacked our imagination.

HAHAHAHAHA.

toodles.

Holeh Moleh

today marks...





THE END OF COLLEGE.



What the bloody crap?!


SO FASSSTTTTTT. :(


waaaaaayyyyy, too, tooooo fast!!!


it's like just yesterday (i know it sounds damn cliche -_-" BUT ITS TRUE) that i had my orientation and was all excited and stuff being at a new place.


bloody hell. now it's over!


heck. quite exciting also lah lols. that it's all over hehe. kuching here i come!


...pictures after exams.


p/s this heat is driving me NUTS!!!!!!!

Is there Something wrong with me?

or is sports SOOOOO exciting suddenly?!

lol.

watching rugby world cup. BLAAAAAAARDY EXCITING i can't believe i'm enjoying watching it.





shocker.

BUT SO COOOOL!!!

seriously hope my future husband doesn't touch his mates like that. o.O



p.s. trinity year is ending in THREE DAYS. sad. last 2 days of lecs n tutes!!! :(
and being idiotic during lunch time and talking endlessly to lec/tute buds. SIIIIIIIGH.

I need to get this out of my system...

WES CARR IS SUPER CRAZY AMAZINGLY
AWESOOOOOMMMMEEEEEE

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

He MUST win. or i would die.

p.s. so over mark spano lah. LAUYAnyaaaa!

Super Random

hahahahaha.

Pairs of socks with a total of more than two holes are REJECTS

are YOU a pair of socks with a total of more than two holes?!

i'm doing math btw. and saw this question. SO AMUSING.

oh no!! i have lost my sense of humour!

omg i am SO nerdeh.

This is looong overdue...
but...

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY CHUA!!!

your legalness
of which you are exploiting wisely

:p

don't eat your dogs please.

The First and Only Picture Post

erm thats not all lah. but too lazy post up anymore hehe.


.:)



p.s. prom was seriously more fun than i thought. lol.

p.p.s. THE FOOD...grrrrrrrhhhhh. SO not worth it.

p.p.p.s. total $$$ spent: $92 tix (i noe..o.O), $60 christopher ari dress, $25 max factor mascara, $5 diva earrings, $40 portmans clutch, JENG JENG JENG...$110 (omg) tony bianco heels...WHICH i absolutely smittenly luuuurve! thats all folks. toodles.

post post post post note:

i am so hiiiiigh.

on air.

gasp gasp gasp, breathe breathe breathe, gulp gulp gulp.

woopey doooooooo.



ehm. maybe it's oxygen deficiency o.O

either way, i'm gasp gasp gasp-ing, breathe breathe breathe-ing, gulp gulp gulp-ing.

wwwwwhhhhheeeeeee

OC-EOOOOO

well, just in case SOME (and i actually mean roughly the size of kuching's population) of you have forgotten what oc-eo is, i have 3 words for you:

SHAME. ON. YOU.!!!

sleep in henry wong's class lah!

tsk tsk tsk.

although i can't remember what it is either. lol! oc-eo and tonle sap so confusing lah wth.

but ANYHOO.

i am actually saying UH OH.

because i am online.

exactly.

aiyah.

since the 2-day-shopping-spree-which-wasn't-a-spree-at-all-cos-it-was-so-bloody-brain-sucking-and-muscle-building-and-crazy-exhausting-and-i'll-stop-now-cos-it's-friggin-blaardy-hell-annoying------i can't seem to concentrate anymore!!!

lost my crazy one week study zeal :(

sigh.

che me ban? :( :( :(

p.s. I AM A GOD. take THAT, insolent mortal foooools

p.p.s. carmen i noe u love that -__-"

p.p.p.s. i STILL do not have a clue what insolent means. LOL! find more synonyms, please.

Presentation

Scientology, Schmealeontology.

-_____-"

Will talk about it when exams end.

Woopey bloody doo dah.



ps. F1 TOTALLY ROX!!!!! nv knew that.
pps. mr. mclaren :)
ppps. not kovalainen. HAMILTON!!! (sry monkeh :p)

Atonement

podcasting isn't as weird as i thought.

Cacatness

In studies,

In busyness.

DO NOT FORGET YOUR FATHER.

Give him your time.

Give him your thoughts.




To the seeds of you, contemptuous, cynical SNAKE.

Buzz off.

Tagged by ppposh90 (check out his vids here!),

my only source of tags -__-" haha.

Three names you go by:
1) Joannie
2) Joan
3) Nana? Anna? ahhhh confirm, JOANNA. :)

Three screen names you have had:
eh hem.
(2003-2005)

don't ask. i don't know why either.

Also (2003-2005)

o.O i notice a pattern here.

(2003 - current)

yeah, so guess what i do when i'm free
no wonder all the toilet paper's gone missing ey??? EYYY???
watch out.

Three physical things that you like about yourself:
1) how i look in a completely dark room.
2) how i look in a semi-dark room.
3) how i look in funny mirrors that make you look LONG.

:)

Three physical things that you DON'T like about yourself:
Nothing, really. except in conditions not mentioned above. haha.
OH, i know! my super short fingers :(

Three parts of your heritage:

(lols. as if)

Three things that scare you:

someone else looking like that

(if you're not a 90's kid, SHAME ON YOU!)
enuf said. :S (!!!!)

Three of your everyday essentials:

Three things you are wearing now:
1. Vancouver 2010 (i don't know either. definitely not olympics. hrmmm)
2. Shorts.
3. My hair.

Three of your favourite bands or musical arts:


Three of your favourite songs (right now):
1. Jewel - Foolish Games
2. Gotan Project - Mi Confession
3. Silverchair - Those Thieving Birds/Strange Behaviour

Three things you want in a relationship:
1. R.E.S.P.E.C.T.
2. L.O.V.E.
3. Y.M.C.A. (lol)

Three physical things of the preferred sex that appeals to you:
(my preferred sex is tri...which is male)
everything he has in his not-so-ugly moments. lol.

Three of your hobbies (sigh when will this end?! -__-) :
1. silverchair-ing.
2. math-ing.
3. sleep-ing.

Three things you wanna do really badly right now:

open mouth big big

to eat
at
(spot the me!)

Careers you're considering/considered before:


Three places you want to go on vacation:
1. Dubai.
2. Kuching. House on the hill.
3. Kuching kolo mee-laksa-kueh chap-cha kueh stall.

Three things you want to do before you die:


Three ways that you are a stereotypical girl/guy:
1) saya ah lian.
2) i am girly.
3) i am emo.

yes, i am ALL OF THE ABOVE. how?! lu ai ha?! (i am ah beng also)

Five people that you would like to see take this quiz now:
siao.

WHY ARE WE NOT ENTITLED TO OUR OWN OPINIONS?!?!

wth.

:(

feeling so disheartened

from shitty SHITTY results one after another.

felt like all hope was gone :( :( :(

BUT I AM NOT A QUITTER!!!!!!!!!

it's make or break, baby.

it. is. ONNNNN.

p/s in super behsong dont wanna talk mood.

choo choo

it's nice to let off steam once in a while

:)

like choo choo trains.




in the form of KARAOKE.

and yes, we were singing looking like that.

too bad none of the guys magically transformed into the equivalent of eric bana's hotness

:(
:(

such disappointment.

ANYHOWS,

2 hours just WHIIIZZZZed past!

aneh meh.

sigh, time flies.

suddenly,

from ALICIA KEYES to KELLY CLARKSON ("wahhh so hard to sing!" you say? i agree. but the thing is, by then we weren't even singing :p) to BOYZONE to BACKSTREET BOYS and my personal favourite YMCA (cos got fun fun actions) and other oldies as we counted up the years,

pilipolop (just a sound effect lol)...

LAST SONG ALREADY!!! ended the night with SUPERSTAR. :) i know lah. by then we were all seeing stars liaw.

and now i have no voice -____-"

oh,

and

it is SO stressful singing chinese songs.

nothin' like a pea-sized ego deflated to the size of....mush.

hahahahaha.

sad.

but it's fun to see so much testosterone flying around in one room.

so much that you have to cover your ears.

:S

Fruit of the Spirit.

Unravel me.
Mind, emotions, thoughts, faiths, hopes.
Essences of me.

Take apart,
to regain remnants of the shattered soul.

To vulnerability,
to brokenness.

With your flesh,
Nourish.

With your life,
Breathe Awareness.

In greatness deemed,
In conquests,
In motifs,
Clarification rooted.

The Nations,
Rejection fulfilled.

Who am I?