Damn "ON" tonight la

No kiddin.

Lemme show u THE ULTIMATE most AWESOMEST picture in the world. universe. galaxy.

PICTURE OF THE CENTURY la!!!!

Sigh my heart is melting and pooling into a puddle on the floor.

A warm, mushy, throbbing puddle.

And it smells a lot like LURRRRVVVEEEE!!!!!


WAAAAHHHH i want to cry.

He is SO adorable!!!! (the baby, not the father hahahaha) 8 months old and no auntieS to coo over him incessantly :(

Not that he needs any more of those auntie-esque cheek-pinching and "AIYOOO ZHANG DAAA LE LA!!"

FEAR NOT!!! I am hip hop auntie who will refrain from being....overly auntie :)

I loooooove you little tyke!!!

Will see you soooooon :D


p/s WHAT did i say about him growing humongous????? not that i mind la he's damn cute that way hehehe
p/p/s yes i do realize i sound like a sadly deprived auntie....very much so indeed.
p/p/p/s despite PASSING (on the dot LOL!), i STILL fail -_-" what the crap.

Further signs of impending mumminessssss

Uh oh, this is a bad sign.

The fact that 2 hours of physio lecture DID NOT kill me because we were talking about BABIES means that it's time that i go all mummy again!!!!!!!

WAIL.

But really lah. for the first time since i'd started uni, this physio lecture was BY FAR the most useful and most interesting ever!

Sigh, babies are so cute.

Makes me miss the little one back hooome!!!


...Although he wouldn't be so little by the time i get home this year :S

Oh, not as little as he was last yr la.

Cos he's kinda...big. in a cute baby way of course :)

Clarity makes a difference for a mind that's in shambles

Whatever happened to the mythical, created-to-scare-little-kiddies being of pure evil?

Mythical.

Yet, time and time again, I see its devilish schemes working within.

A constant spiral that goes out of control unless you realize what's going on and you snap out of it. Tell it to yourself, whatever's just happened. Tell it to the one person it's truly afraid of. To stop feeling sorry for yourself, it's the most effective way of it getting to you. Stop blaming others for their mistakes; holding grudges, it's its way of making you hate. Stop, stop, stop.

Well, this mythical creature is definitely real enough to me.

And it's scary.

Cause when something you've always thought was imaginary turns out to be real, anything goes.

How i wish it could never touch me.

NOT So Over Youuuuuu

困兽之斗 by Jay Chou

Haven't heard it in years!!!
And suddenly it was played on my iPod on randommmm and now im hooked!!!

WHAT is he singing though :(
Can't understand nuts lol!
But i love love love love it!!!!!




p/s ADELAIDE totally rox my soxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
so relaxing and slowww i miss it la no kidding :(
taking the plane would be the better option hahahaha!

2 Days Ago :)

To all the babies who have pestered me to update about my lifeeeee,
I'M UPDATING!! yayyy :)

...about something that'd happened 2 days ago lol.

and that something is OBVIOUSLY (except to all u lousy friends out there...haha kidding) MY 19TH BIRTHDAY!!! :D

so, right, ms. ellyn yiin and sarah and teo teo and christabel and jocelyn and melody and charline (CHARS i so love your place totally should've invited myself to it way earlier :p) gave me and christabel a joint surprise birthday bbq thing!! so sweet right i noe. haha. welllls, as usual i have no pics LOL!!! so i shall let u in on what i got from them! :)

from ellyn and sarah :)
I WILL WEAR I PROMISE

jocelyn and melody :)

the bag containing the stationery
if you don't think its cute, THERE'S SMT SERIOUSLY WRONG WITH YOU!!!

And of course there was crazy awesome barbecue food hehe aaaaannnndddd a super duper yummy cake!! :)

FROM THE PHYSIOS
(you know who you are!!!!)

super gila humongous pencil case
in my faaaavourite color!!!!
:)
What the purple pencil case contains
DO U NOTICE A PATTERN HERE?
hahaha.
i heart stationery :)
thnx guyyyssss

doood so cute
from Jasmin
loads of chocolatey goodness!
and the cutest devil in the worldddd heh

Here concludes the physio's section :p
altho i must include Carmen who'd given me a Jodi Piccoult book.
No pic tho paiseh

thank you I Sun!
now that i know you think i'm stinky :(
i can go around bein nice-smelling forever!!!

Kat, YOU KNOW ME WELL :p

AND...I SAVED THIS FOR LAST....

HAHAHAHAHA AMY!!!!!!!!
super amusing la!!
thnx for trying to find a KEMBARA.
sorry i doubt the car would ever make it out of its case tho.
hahaha i'm not a toy person!
but it SURE makes good decoration :p

To all the people who bought the cake and came to dine with me (hahaha) and are not mentioned here, THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH TOOO!!!

Anyways...

At 12 a.m., 5th April 2009,
my sister came home with another super duper awesomely yummy birthday cake :)

with gifts to boot!!

:D
thnx nana & jennn
so beautiful right i knowww
BUT NOW I'M APPLE-IZED!!!
o.O

yes na, i will TRY to learn the gila babi difficult but extremely nice song.
after my exams.
hehehe!
thnx anywaysss

OF COURSE i wouldn't forget all you people who are not in melbourne and who wished me a happy bday and who wouldn't stop reminding me that it's MY LAST YEAR AS A TEEEEEN

and i have to especially thank my bestest bestie in the whole wide world (LOL so sehkia but so true) who is in msia :( because she made the most amazing picture thingo thingo for me!!!!! altho why so cheapo one ur blog cannot copy pics -_-" lauyaaaa. BUT THNX MONKEY DOODLES!!!!!

and to ms spinky who called ALL THE WAY FROM SINGAPORE to chat!!! dooood. thank you babeh!!!

and of course mandy from tassie and ju from perth :) :) :)

and the texts!!

(this is a lot of 'and's...)

THANK YOU ALLLLLL!!!!!

so here concludes my update :)

p/s i SO totally cannot say i've nv failed in my life anymore!!
p/p/s WAILLLL

The Little Manja Boy

This is a tribute to our little Monster
with the humongous heart
(not a very good pic he looks like he jz rummaged thru the bin or smt lol)

We will always remember the day he STOLE all of his mummy's nutrients
and grew twice the size of his fellow siblings
became the fattest, pudgiest puppy we've ever seen
like a monsterrrr!!!!!
haha
and he grew up to STILL be the biggest in the bunch lol

Despite his name
he is extreeeemely sweet
will ALWAYS rmb the day he saved Perry who'd fallen into the empty concrete aquarium thing (kinda forgot wad its called -_-") ok so technically monster did not save him like. drag him out la but he DID lead us to him. and he stayed outside the whole night to teman perry i think.


Yea, and so the title suggests, he is totally manja :)
in a good way.
So eager to please.
So loveable and huggable!!!
And forever excited to greet you when u come back.
Even if u've been gone a yr :(
oh, and I absolutely love his tail. the tail that VIBRATES and shakes from side to side (cos its curled up yo)
sigh his waggy waggy tail.

Daddy loves him to bits cos he is STRONG AND MIGHTEHHH. (and manja)
got hit by motor vehicles a total of 3 times in his lifetime.
and not once did he show weakness.
totally. amazing. innit?

I could go on forever...
But, like daddy so aptly put it,
"I'm so sorry we lost a good friend"

:(

omg

i jz finished watching.

and it wasn't too bad. cos it's SOOOOO amusing!!!

LOL.

so the guy wanted to eat her (literally) throughout the movie. hahaha.

was that the story line? yea it was. with a tiiiiny bit of action fighting.

oh anyways. yea. and the girl just KEPT tempting him to eat her. like hellloooo.

and her expression changed, like, twice. which is a good thing. beats looking at her stoned face for 2 hrs la.

totally understand why he said his corny line (refer below) liaw. COS HE'S AN ADDICT tsk tsk tsk. wonder if there's an underlying message or smt.

LOVE CAN CONQUER ADDICTION.

so all u addicts out there, go find loooove yo. it's the ultimate high.

so it seems.


p/s edward's dad is seriously hot la!!!!!

I TOTALLY understand

In the process of watching TWILIGHT

AND I WANT TO DIE ALREADY.

it's like. GAH why is the girl's face frozen in ONE. EXPRESSION. THROUGOUT. THE. 45 MINUTES. OF. THE. 2. HOUR. SHOW?!

if she keeps this up i seriously am gna die.

edward cullen is eeeky (i'm sorry to all the fans out there).

his DAD looks 1000000000 times better than him.

WHY IS HE SO EMO??

AND CHEESY!!!!

Ed: "I don't have the strength to keep away from you"
Bella: "Then don't"

LOL.

Hrm. Shall resume watching. I'm only at 45 minutes haha.

the curious in me wants to see how it goes. maaaaybe it gets better, progressively????

is that why people love it so much???

seriously though, if her face stays the same, i will cringe gao gao until my face freezes as well.

-_-"

Everybody has something to hate

i HATE killing spiders.

to the max.

and the sad thing is...melbourne (more specifcally, MY HOUSE) has tons and tons of spiders that just may attack me in my sleep!!!

the only thing i can do is KILL THEM. can't be too sure if they're poisonous or not right?

so anyways. i hate killing spiders because they JUST DON'T DIE!!!!!

like. WHACK. one leg falls off.

WHACK WHACK. another leg falls off but the body is just sliiightly squished.

TRIPLE WHACK. it falls flat. BUT (yes, there is a but -_-") IT TWITCHES IN PAINNNNN.

:(

so yeah. i whack it a few more times for good measure. so that it's not like..semi-conscious or whatever and hence be in pain.

poor, poor life-endangerers. but heck. my life's more important than yours, spidies.

so attack me and you die. sigh the circle of life.

somebodeh, PLEASE do something about spiders in aussie!!! seriously man. i find them EVERYWHERE. in my bed, in my toilet, in the living room, at the fireplace. -_-" it's scary.

another moment...

i love extremely suicidal-sounding songs -_-"

n it takes me suuuper damn long to actually find happy songs okay.

issit the EMO IN ME (lol) or is it just human nature...us cynical, pessimistic creatures??

and even the happy tunes that i absolutely love have emo lyrics behind them.

so, yeah. issit just me??? or is everybody the same??

HRRRMMMM.

To

HAHAHAHA mels that pic STILL cracks me up!!

it is extremely cute and is aptly titled "HOW BIZZARE" in my pictures folder :D

lol anyways...

having been through it, i must tell you it ain't that great!! :p but do enjoy it though...enjoy EVERY single birthday u have :) :)

HAPPY 18TH BDAY
BABEH!!!!

of bond girls and romance

went stationery shopping today!!
i realize how excited i am over stationery. I KNOW. but it seriously is nice, buying stationery LOL.
anyways.
teo teo (aka future fellow melbournian aka famous [no kiddin] sushi maker aka current tenant of the place i'm gna crash at for the nxt few years or so :D :D :D ) came to pick me up in her kickassssss road-dominating car.
so u can't see her tiny face from the pai kia tinted windshield lol.
the road bully herself.

don't be fooled okay. she can wallop u n crush u on the road whenever she feels like.

confirm.

TEO I LOVE UR KICKASS DRIVING TOO.

anyways, i digress :)

2mr is valentines!!! which i have nothing to be excited over LOL bcos i'll be home alone watching movies. NOT THAT I MIND. oh, and packing. which i absolutely do mind. -.- packing.

anyhoooos. here's a snippet of the family's conversation over dinner.


Mom: (to bro and i) Waaaahhhh if your daddy gives me something for valentines ahhh, BIG RAIN WILL FALL DOWN (direct translation, mind you. think mom was opting for something a little more dramatic...along the lines of...the SKY will fall down but dunno why also that came out lol!)


Dad: *semi-smug face - with raised eyebrows, arms folded behind head, oh and the grin* GOOOOT. already book lohhhhh.


Mom: Really meh?!?!?! *mom in absolute disbelief* Where!!


Dad: Secret Garden.


Me: BA WHY U SAY?!?!?!


Mom: How much?


Dad: 100.


Me: -_-


Mom: *gleefully, though with futile attempt to wipe grin from face, resumes potato-peeling*


Aww.

Wells, there is a lesson in this. lol.
i would NEVER have expected my dad to be the romantic type, but WHOA he sure proved me wrong!!!! guess there is always a strand of romantic fibre in every being :) :) :)
Even my daddy who never, EVER smiles in pictures -.-
Maybe he'd prove me wrong again one day tooo :D

HAPPY EARLY VALENTINES DAY Y'ALL!

All I Want to Say Is....

I



TO

BITSSSSSSSSS!!!

if u do not know who they are, SHAME ON YOU.

thats them in their younger years btw.

ugh. am feeling sooooo sigh-ley into their music right now that i just feel i am gna burst out crying at any moment.

my hormones are in a VERY frightfully fragile state -.-

scary.

anyways...i present to you the BEST VID IN THE WORLD. OF THE CENTURY.

best song EVERRRR.  :)

emo too LOL.

Death Cab For Cutie - A Lack Of Color


enjoy